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Fifth Time is a Charm

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We were almost out of time in 2019 to fit in our annual hike to Mt. LeConte... but low and behold, we made it happen!  We were fortunate enough to find a beautiful fall day in November, filled with big blue skies.   My little hikers are not so little anymore. To be honest with you, I've been struggling a bit this year...  I've been consumed by the demands at work, feeling disconnected from my family, and trying to reconcile the ever-growing angst that my current role and career is completely misaligned with what I want to do in life. I'm all too often lost in my head trying to fix what feels broken... but I have yet to find the solution.  I feel a constant inability to be present with my people, and I can only assume it's because I invest so many hours of every week trying to find joy in something that no longer fits me.  And then comes the guilt - and the awareness - that every day is another day gone by, another day I didn't spend with my kids. I am acute